What was wrong with me? Was I just selfish?
Nothing felt real and that was what scared me the most. I couldn't get back inside myself, no matter how hard I tried. Then, I sought help.
If my imagination wasn’t enough, the internet fueled my postpartum anxiety. Google was a sick, addictive slot machine of possible life terrors that could harm my baby, the stuff of Steven King’s next chilling bestseller, "CHILDBIRTH."