It was the hardest experience I have ever gone through. I was a stay-at-home mom with no children in my home.
My husband and I loved our Child-Free By Choice lifestyle. But life intervened three years ago with a hysterical phone call.
Between the biological urge of my body, and the now raging doubt in my brain, I am stuck. I love my foster kids, all 4 of them, but I just don’t know if I want to do it again “for real.”