As a first-time server, I was completely embarrassed by my clumsiness.
I had always believed in ghosts or spirits, but I’d never seen one.
I was filled with regret because I no longer had the opportunity to truly get to know my brother.
I understood. As a teen, not eating was my only means of control.
It triggered all my trust and abandonment issues.
He refused to believe me when I told him I'm a lesbian, shaking his head and saying I was confused.