My low self-esteem convinced me to get into a car with a hot guy way over the limit.
It Happened To Me: My Ex Is An Alcoholic And It Took Me 11 Years And Him Driving Drunk For Me To Figure That Out
Alcohol opened him up in ways that I never could. It made him more sexually aggressive, more unguarded about his past and less likely to evade my questions about his thoughts and feelings.
I don't know if I'm ready to see the man I've loved, looked up to and idolized unable to put his hand on my thigh or pick up a guitar.