And I would never tell you what to do, but maybe you shouldn't either?
I can't even talk to my sister or some of my closest friends about it because they all still think I'm a virgin, living my life of purity for the Lord.
I lied to everyone. I told them that I was that 0.1% not once but twice and that is how I ended up with two children I never thought I even wanted.
The comparison I made light-heartedly to friends was that the Ring was like a horcrux in Harry Potter. It took control of me, made me different, made me darker -- and the last thing I wanted to do was remove it.