I used to sketch out my dream house with colored pencils on printer paper. It was mauve.
being a grownup
It is a truth, universally acknowledged, that considering the purchase of a house is enough to make a person hurl.
What I need to do now is somehow ‘re-frame’ what that house means to me so that instead of puking when the thought of it even passes briefly through my brain, I feel at least neutral about it or, at best, see it as something positive.