cat marnell
And I'd rather be on a rooftop smoking angel dust than writing this post.
drugs
amy winehouse
When Whitney died, I wasn't surprised: women are using drugs all around you, and I'm one of them. Now why am I not allowed to talk about it again?
addiction
sex work
Empowerment comes in the front door when I can make rent in a singular evening. Yet, it leaves through the back door when I blow it all on pills.
anonymous single girl
I don’t feel good, exactly. I don’t feel anything and that’s better than feeling bad.
cults
I look peaceful in this photo, but I'm actually about to be lubricated in cannabis seed butter and entered violently at every orifice until I pass out.
Cat in

Mar 20, 2012 at 2:00pm | 256 comments

addiction
This is only a little bit about Cat.
conde nast
I spent three hours chatting with xoJane readers last night on the internet -- and WILDLY enjoyed every second. Obsessed with you guys!
pot
"Stoner" carries a connotation of bearded boy-men waxing shitty poetic about their HS crushes in whatever inane action-comedy TBS can afford to screen.
healthy beverages
I want to make it clear to my insides that we no longer believe in the motto, “Live Fast, Die Young.”
parenting
Nobody bats an eye at the tongue-in-cheek “three-martini playdate,” but there is certainly plenty of side-eye to go around when discussing parenting and pot.
drugs
When my teenage daughter confronted me about my drug use, I had no idea that I would end up confronting my teenage self.
antidepressants
Antidepressants are complicated. Getting off them is more so.
Kelsey in

Oct 24, 2012 at 11:00am | 133 comments

drugs
I’ll never endorse the wake-and-bake approach to parenting, but I can’t see the difference between a glass or two of wine in the evening and a few hits of OG Kush off a clean bong.
drugs
I'm 48 hours into being completely benzo free.
drugs
The Internet is coming for you. PLUS: Which one of you vixens has sold their underwear online to complete strangers? I COMMAND YOU TO BE HONEST.
depression
The company line: We nutty/depressed freaks often have highs and lows, after all. Clearly, we unhinged loonies could not be trusted to tell them when our meds work.
ihtm
I spent the next 48 hours not sure what would be the more troublesome result -- that I had in fact been drugged, or that I had not, and therefore had to deal with this mind-blowing sex deal for what it was.
drugs
My spouse is still in his love affair with MJ. In all honesty, at times I feel like my love triangle has become one where my husband cheats on his sweet, loving weed with me, the tumultuous mistress.
drug dealers
Exclusively dating stoners is not a terrifying problem. But it IS confusing.
drugs
If you're in the right mindset, a little bit can go a long way in terms of relaxation, which in turn, increases lubrication and ability to orgasm.